by khadjahelaine
I realize that I call too many people family
and loved ones when all they’ve done is use me
and show me they couldn’t care less when they don’t need me
Who can I trust
Trust with my heart
Trust with my mind
Trust with my soul
In and out of relationships
Romantic and platonic
Left with only pieces of me
Slowly tryna put them back together
Why you got trust issues
Why you so scared to love
Many stories, many faces
All lies, no love
Pouring out my heart in love
Only to receive hate and shame
Cuz they only cared cuz it was convenient
They only saw me cuz I was in the way
Slowly putting the pieces back together
Slowly learning to trust
Gradually crawling until I learn how to walk again
All I wanna do is run
Run to a place where I’m free and fully loved
No more fake smiles and phony hugs
Get me
See me
Cuz I just want reciprocity
But until then, I’m slowly putting the pieces back together
Slowly
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