by khadjahelaine
I gave you five years of me
Of my time
Of my love
Of my soul
Of my body
Sometimes I regret you
Wish I could forget you
Maybe I can
Sometimes I fear no one can handle me
Love me the way I need
Or maybe I won’t allow them
Maybe love has sailed away and left me
I never thought to board cuz I was caught up in security
Sometimes I hate giving my heart away
Letting people borrow pieces of me
Just to stomp me out
To leave me stranded
Parched for love and affection
Like I’ve been in the desert for a week
Death at the door
Waiting for us to fall apart
Sometimes I contemplate answering
I imagine life without you
It’s freeing, yet cold
All encompassing, yet lonely
But so is being loved by you.
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